The first week of my job Raymond had a hard time ... but it seemed to have leveled off until today. We have sitters come in when I need to go to meetings and there is a pretty regular routine. Today, however, as soon as I got back from my lunch meeting he it was on. No walking away, no putting down - my baby wanted to be held and have his mommy at all times.
On one hand I feel touched to be so needed - us moms do get off on being needed after all. But mainly I feel totally guilty about have sitters come in two days in a row. At least I was able to give him my full attention once I was home. I think that is the most important part - to really focus with the time I have.
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